Hum Loog burray Hien

Hum Loog burray Hien ... !!

Hum Loog burray hien ... Buhat buurey ... Hur baat ka tana deyte hein .. Hur baat pe shikwa kerte hein .. Wadey bhi hazaar hum kerleingey ... qasme bhi bari uthaaeyingey ... per dhoka buhat hum deyte hein .. hum jhoot bhi bula kerte hein .. lehjoon ki taiz chubhun se hum hur dil ko zakhmi kerte hein .. hur baat hi tulkh hum kerte hein ...khwaab bhi hum hi bunte hein ... kush fehum bhi hum hi rehte hin .. naaz buhat uthwaate hien ... rooth buhat hum jaate hien ... hum bachey se bun jaate hein ... waisi hi zid munwaate hein ...tooti phooti cheezon pe kush hote hein .. koyi lerta ho .. koyi rota ho .. koyi mun ki baat ju kerta ho ... hum fiker kisi ki kerte hein ?? .. Jub paas buhat tum hote ho hur baat pe jhagra kerte hein ... jub sajte ho ..sanwarte ho... phir ik ada se kehte ho " Achey tao hum lugey hein na " hum chup saadhey.. bas mun maurey tum se kuch na kehte hin .. shaam dhaley tum raah humari tukte ho ... hum dear se ghur ko aate hein ... hum kub kisi ki sunte hein ? .. hum apni hi tao kerte hein .. Hum khudgarz.. la perwa ... puthur dil... hum sang dil bhi ... Tum pyaar kero .. Tum laad kero ... khwaahishien hum se hazaar kero... Hum pyar bhala kub kerte hein ? ... hum waqt bhala kub deyte hein ?? ... Hum beyperwa.. Awara hein ... Hum dil ki baat najnaein hein.. Pyar viyaar ki baaton ko na samjhey hein na maaney hein... Hum buhat burray hein .. Buhat burray ... Tum achey ho ... Tum suchey ho .. .. ju baat kahien wuh kerte ho.. ju kerte ho wuh kehte ho .. per ishq humi se kerte ho .. tum nadan ho tum bholey ho .. Per achey ho ... Hum loog burray hein... Hum buhat burray ....


Bila Unwaan .. !!
Kul shub phir chaand mere dareechay se jhaank raha tha... Kul phir kaayi ghum chandani ki manind mere kumray mien phaiL gaey thay ... Kuch tha aisa ju mere chehray pe raqsaan tha... ya shayid diL hi mera ankhoon mein aa beatha tha ... Kul phir ankhien num thien meri ... Kul phir sari raat mein deair taLuk kuch soochey gayi ... Kul raat mein phir sooyi nahi ... kuch khwaab thay jin ka khadsha tha... kuch tabeerien ju chund Lumhay pehLay hi sooyi thien ... wuh taabeerien kuL khooyi thien ...

Is kumray mien Kuch Lumhay thay ju saath jiya hum kertay thay... un khwabeeda si ankhoon mein kuch khwaab ju main ne boowe thay.. Haan ! Lums tumahra ub bhi hai.. in phooLo0on per... tasweeron per.. un cheezon per jin cheezon ki tareef kaha tum kertay thay.. yeh kumra aaj bhi mehkay hai os kushbo0o se .. jis kushbo0o sung main mehki thi un khwaboon mein ...

hur shaam koyi bhooLi titLi jub angan mein merey aati hai aur mujh se israr wuh kerti hai ... main os k rung ginti hoon.. aur gin k yaad tumhe main kerti hoon .. jub jeevun apna rangeen tha ... tub aayinay k smanay Laa ker ... mujh ko tum yeh kehtay thay ... keh main ne aisay rungoon ko na dekha hai na soocha tha.. tum kaisay aisa kerti ho ??.. Main hasti thi aur kehti thi TUM PAGAL HO deewanay ho ... ju aisi baatien kertay ho ...

jub munziL apni bichuri thi ... tab Laahiq mujh se jitnay bhi wuh rastay thay ... ju mere diL tuk jatay thay ... un rastoon pe khaar chunna ub kertay ho .. ub jugno0o apni chaahut k tum rooz o shub dhoodnhay ho .. Na chitti na paighaam koyi ... per junbish jub bhi hont kerien .. ik khauf se tum dur jaatay ho ... aur phir jub barish hoti hai .. tao beathay sung tum barish k mujh ko yaad kertay ho ..

Jis haaL mein hum tum jeetay thay wuh haaL humari yaadoon mein ub basta hai ... ub sub kuch mujh per hasta hai ... wuh kumra ' phooL aur tasweerien ... aur ayina aur titLi bhi ... yeh sub mujh pe has has ik baat humesha kehtay hien .. wuh jis k pyar mein paagaL tum ju pehroon pehroon phirti ho ... wuh jis k ulfut mien tum sub kuch apna bhooLa kerti ho .. wuh ishq ju tum se choot gayaa... wuh ishq ju tum se rooth gaya .,.. ... ub waqt nahi wuh aeyga... wuh hurjaayi ub Laut k ghur na aaeyga ...

per najnay is dil mundur mein ... ik aasha hai ju kehti hai ... keh aisa hur ghiz nahi hosakta ... ju mujh ko chaha kerta tha .. wuh mujh se rooth nahi sakta...

ub aajao0o is dil mundur mien aik moorut hai ju khaaLi hai... ub Aajao0o Jaana .... ub aajao0o ... !!!


Andhay Loog ... !!!


Loog beyganaey .... kyun na jaanein.. kyun na samjhein ... hur baat ko tollien hur harf ko purkhien ... naam ko deekhien .. zaat ko khojien ... umur ka poochien ..... chehray ko daikhain..... ankhoon mein jhankain ... jism k ik ik hissay ko dekhin ... baal bhi dekhein ... chaal bhi dekhien ... andaaz kay mairay ... har raaz ko parkhain.. ik ik ada ko mairi hain janchain.. ... mun se nikli baat ko saanchin... ankhien rakh ker yeh jo dekhein os ko maanein.. lufzoon ko dekhein... samjh bhi jaein... phir bhi poochien ... Bachi si ho .... bholi si ho ... yeh sab kaise likhti ho bolo?.. itni gehri gehri baatien... kaisay kar layti hoo bolo... itni si ho aur baatien dekho ... hayrat say taktay.. mujh pay hain haste... kehte hein mujh say...

kachi umur k khwaab hein kachay... rung barangi battain kartay.. loug yeah andhay shehar kay saray.. yeh na samjhein yeh na jaanien ... Loog hein andhey ... yeah na daikhain.. kachi umar kay kachay khawb.. jeevan mein rung jab bhartay hain.. woh rung amar hoo jatay hain.. Yeah loug hain andhay .. yeah kab daikhain yeah kab jannain...










Ankhien
Khwaab aur un se wabista ... do jheel si gehri ankhien thien

.. hum ne julti dekhien kul.. un khwabedah si ankhoon pe ju sawan kin min kin min bursa aaj ...


tao ... !!!


un ankhoon ko bujhtay bhi dekh lya... aur un bujhti ankhoon ki raakh Liey .... apni bojhul ankhoon mien ... do jurwaan kaali ankhoon mien ..

wuh raakh liey ... hum kis nagri ko jaien jee .. Maloom nahi .. yeh khaak kahaan baahaien jee .. Maloom nahi .. !!!!!!
Maloom nahi !!!




Kush Fehum
ju zakhm os ne diey hein wuh ghaneemt hien keh aarif
hur shuks ko yeh qeemti tuhfeh nahi miltay

hur shuks ko yeh qeemti tuhfeh nahi miltay ... Main buhat hi khush naseeb hoon .... Main bawafa hoker bhi beywafa rahi... ... mazloom reh ker bhi zaalim hi rahi .. burbaad reh ker bhi abaad rahi ... buhat hi kush naseeb tehri!! keh tere kochay mein aaker.. tazleel howi aur kaha kuch bhi nahi ... kitnay naam dhuray logon ne .. kitni ungliyaan uthien mujh per... kisi ne kuch kaha mujh se .. kisi ne kuch ...per mere lub wa na hosakey .. keh inhein aata nahi Wafa ki bagawat kerna... adhay rastay se muh maor leyna ... tumahray humqdum hoker main ne yeh nahi seekha... ju tum ne nashtar chibhoey thay mere dil per..os karb ka laho.. meri ankhoon se behta tha .. ... ajub sa aik pehra tha... keh main kuch ker nahi sakti... wuh tumahray shehur k baasi ... buhat zaalim buhat khud gharz !! ... kisi ne dekh lien ankhien .. yeh meri sharbati ankhien.. in ankhoon mein ju wuh ik aks tumahra tha ..tao phoor di ankhien... kisi ne dekh liey labon ki junbish tao see diey LAb .. kahien bahar ne bhur liya ju baahon mein ... tao mujh per khaar hoti khizaaon ka rukh maur diya ... buhat chaha keh kehdoon wuh ju guzri hai ... keh haal-e-dil suna daalon ... silay zakhom ko keroon chaak aur wuh dard dikhlaoon .. mager tum mugun thay apni duniya mien ... buhat hi beykhabur thay ... tumhe khabur kya hogi .. tumahray baad ju apna howa wuh haal kaisa tha... tumahray lautney ki aahut per.. yeh ankhien khwab mein liptien .. kaisay chukkhut se lug ker ... oonghti thein ,. keh saansien ju ukharti thien.. badun k tootne k khauf mien qadum uth na paatay thay .. buhat beydard sa dard tha.. mager tum beykhabur theray.

woh apney zaam main thaa ,bay khabar raha mujh say
ussay gumaan bhi nahin main nahin raha uss kaa

woh apney zaam main thaa ,bay khabar raha mujh say.. !! wuh dhulti shaam k muznur mien hum gum ju hojatay... mere kandhey pe sir rukhey .. kaha kerta ... "buhat sa dard rehta hai is falak k rungon mein .. jub yeh dhultay jaatay hein ahista aur aahista... gumaan mujh ko yeh hota hai k dhultay sooruj k saaey mein... dheemay dheemey yeh bujh rahe hein ... ... ajub qudrut hai na yeh bhi .... .mujeh yeh dard mehsoos hota hai ... suno !! ... tumhe main dard na doonga... buhat hi paas rukhoonga... main tao zaam-e-wafa hoon na !! tum ko sari wafa doonga ... yahaan bas yahaan hi. main tum ko saaath rukhoonga ".. ishara dil pe hota tha... nighaahien mujh pe hoti thien ... gallon ki surkhiyaan apni .. chupana dubhur hota tha... buhat sa pyaar deyker wuh ... kaayi khwaab deyta tha ...main akhiyoon ko mundoay .. nut naey sapnon ki dooli mein beathay.. muskuraati thi ... aur is beykhudi mien pooch uthti thi .. " batlao0o !! jisay tum ishq kehtay thay .. ager wuh is samundur ki lehroon k rastay se.. yahaan aaey .. aur tum ko wapis bula laey .. tao jana kya kerogay tum ?"... meri in kali ankhoon mien.. kushiyoon k jugney jugmaga uthaey... ik beytabi keh leyga naam ab mera... utha ker sir mere kandhey se... kaha os ne " main os k sung un lehroon k safur per jaa nikloonga... wuh akhir ishq tha mera.. " baad os k najaney os ne mujh se .. nahi maloom ..per wuh jumla hi kaafi tha...meri do samundur ankhien... os samundur ko dekh na paaien .. keh in ankhoon ka paani os sumundur k paani se gehra tha...

hey unhain bhi meri tarah junooN, to phir un main mujh main ye farq kya ..
main giraft-e-Gham se na bach saka, wo hudood-e-Gham se nikal gaye

main giraft-e-Gham se na bach saka, wo hudood-e-Gham se nikal gaye... !.. osay kya khabur ... in jul thul ankhoon sung... kaanch se bikhray sapnon sung .. keh ju rastay mein jaga jaga .. ! mere beykhabur ! osay dhoondhti rahi kidher kidher.. . . osay hai wasta hi kya ?..k is sakoot-e-zaat ko leyker... shab-e-tanhaayi mein mainn e.. jitnay pul osi k naam ker chorhay thay wuh saray jala daaley ... yeh ankhien bunjur hochukien kub ki... maseeha bhi nahi mera.. keh koyi mujh se yeh poochey .. kaho na .. zeest se ujri howi kyun ho .. ? shehur-e-sukhun pe kounsa azaab aaya hai ?? .. mager nahi ... buhat kush hai wuh jahaan bhi hai... mujh ko khabur hai yeh..

phir ik din wuh mila mujh se... kaha os ne mujh se " kaho beywafa ! ho kaisi ?

ajub sa dard ankhoon mein.. honton ko kuchaltay pul ... jhuki pulkien... zara sa khum kerke sir .. kaha main ne... "

teraa bas naa tha to kiuN mujhey naey mosmoN ki naveed di
tu mujhey peshgi meiN jo de gaya wo phool ab tak khilla nahi "

wuh hans diya meri beybasi ki ada per yun .. mere hasulay ka zabt toot ker choor choor phir hogaya .. main ruki nahi ...
Main ruki nahi ... !!!
Os ne awaaz bhi na di .. wuh rukta bhi tao kis liey ... ?wuh khwaab nahi shayid saraab hai .. Saraab ! kisi ki munzil buntay hein .. Kisi ki raah ki khaar... in k hisay mein rehna hai beyamaan rehna .. tasli khud ko main ne di .. ose samjh na paayi ... bhala main samjh rukhti tao .. samjh paati keh ... ju os ka ishq tha pehla 'wuh os mien zinda aaj bhi hai ... wuh mujh ko beywafa keh gaya... wuh bawafa khud kounsa hai ??... kisi din os se poochongi .. gillay kerke .. bas itna kehdoongi... keh main jee nahi sakti ... main tum sung jee nahi sakti ... ju aaj tuk kisi k khwaab bunta hai main is baat ko tool na doongi ... ju kuch howa mabean hamaray bhool jaoongi...

bhoLa ker aaj main kush hoon .. kush naseeb main aaj bhi hoon... bichur ker os se ..jeeney ka saleeqa aagaya mujh ko ... khatum hur kaam kerna aagaya mujh ko

Bichurhna shart hi thehra tao yun bichur jaaien
kisi ko tark-e-taaluq ka kuch giLa na rahey


Likhne ki Khwahish

Aaj phir kuch likhne ki khwaish ne angrayi li tao soocha keh aaj likh hi daalon ... itna likhoon keh unguliyaan dukhne lagein .. kunputiyaan sulgney lagein... khoo jaoon soochoon ki wadiyoon mein... tawaja rahey tao sirf lufzoon per ... chahey jasiey lufz chunon... jumley likhoon.. kuch na soochon bas likhti jaoon ...lufzoon mein is tarhaan se doob jaoon keh saansein tuk ukhrhne lagein ... dukhoon ki kushboo aaey jumloon se ... aam sa likhoon per perhne wala kahein dur safur kerne lagey.. soochney pe mujboor hojaey keh ju likha hai wuh osi ki awaaz tao nahi ... wuh bhi meri zaat ko khoojey .. mujh mein gum hojaey per kuch pul k hi liey ... shidatoon ko jaaney meri... meri sooch ko purkhey.. lufzoon se muwaina kerey ... tatolna chahey per nakaam rahey... wuh bhi sawalaat ka anbaar liey mere saamne aan khara ho .. " Keh yeh kya likh dala tum ne .. ? "... tub mere sare beyzubaan lufz chupne lagein mujh se ... kaha tha na... Main auroon ki tarhaan na hi khubsuret lehja rukhti hoon na hi lufz .... beysar-o-samaan ub tuk musaafut tey ki hai . kaisey ? nahi jaanti ... Per aaj tao jaisey dil ne boojh ko kum kerne ki thaan li hai ... dil chah raha hai keh ... Asaab pe chaaya ju dhowaan... chuthne lagey tao jism ka poor poor bheag jaey ... Sakoon ki neend soowon.. khwaab na tootein .. na aankh khuley ... kehte hein keh dil ki baaton ko likh deyne se azaab mein kami aajati hai ... sakoon ki pur num boondien barasney lugti hein jub jism per tao zakhum bhi bhurne lugte hein ... ..ub dekho mulguja sa libaas pehne sare munzur mere samne aakhare howe hein .. likhte likhte adohre manazir bhi giley shikwey kerne aaaagey hein ... kis kis se nazrein choraoon ... kahaan chupoon .... kaash lufzoon mein apna aap bhi chupaa leyti ... yeh bhi aik din isi kaaguz ki tarhaan khaak hojaeyngey ... hai na ? chulo khaak hi sahi ...ub Dil bhi chahne laga hai keh wuh sub bhi likhoon ju abhi mehsoos ker rahi hoon ... ju kisi se kehna chahti hoon per keh nahi paati ... beyturteeb lufzoon ko kaisey aik aik kerke juron.. mayinoon ko samiat ke adhorepun mein hi mukamul jumle ... Itna kuch likhnaa chahti hoon per Main hoon keh likh hi nahi paati ... Kaisey likhoon?? ... Wuh ju ehl-e-maazi ki yaadoon ka khazana hai ... Os khazane ko kholoon... Haal-e-dil likhoon ... Ashkoon se mitawoon ... phir qeqehey mere deewaroon se tukraein .. nahi .. itna kuch likhne k liey tao sahyid maah-o-sawaal hi lug jaein ... mujh mein itni saakut nahi ... itna asan nahi hota likhna jitna kehna hota hai ... per main ne tao kabhi kaha hi nahi ... Dekho ungliyaan bhi kupkupane lagein ub tao .. hath bhi bheeg gaey hein ... ankhein churaaey likhne ki khwahish mein likhey jaarahi hoon ... Mere paas na zyada alfaaz hain aur na hi zyada waqt ... wasiey bhi kehne sunne ki baatein bhi tao waqt maanga kerti hein...

Dekha .. phir se sooch ka silsila toot gaya ... Yehi hota hai hur baar... sooochte soochte achanuk hi zehun yukdum hi khali ... ub aagey likhoon bhi tao kaise ?? ... ..waisey Kya waqayi likhna itna asaan hota hai.. kya masoom dil ke jazboon ko zabaan deyna itna hi asaan hota hai ? ... ager yehi sub itna hi mushkil hai tao phir asaan kya hai .. ??Dekha phir se sawaal jawaab shoorh kerdiye hein khud se.. Mager ghaor kya keh in sab sawalaaon k jawaabat os shuks k paas bhi nahi hongey ju yeh perh raha hoga ... in sawal aur jawaab k bhunwur mein main itna beh chuki hoon keh ub tao Likhne se pehle bhi sawaalat ki zanjeerein mujeh jukur leyte hein ... Sawalaat bhi kitney ajeeb bhote hein na ?? ... phir aik aur sawaal ... Kya keroon .. ?? Sawaal peecha nahi choorht'te aur jawaab hain keh kahein dhoondhne se bhi mil nahi paate ... chulo Aise hi sahi ... itna kuch likhne k baad bhi ub tuk aik beysakooni hai jaisey kuch na likha ho .. najaney kub main sahi lufzoon se khud ko bayaan kerpaoon ... kaifiyut ko aik rung doon .. najaney kub main aisa kerpaoongi ??


Aik warq

Main hur shaam asmanon ko milta dekhti hoon .. soochti hoon k jub yeh milte hongey tao kiya hota hoga ? kuch toot'ta hoga ya phir aik jhanaka sa ju hur cheez taba kerta hoga,.. ager aisa hota bhi hai tao yeh kayinaat khatum kyun nahi hoti ... Buhat soochti hoon main bhi ... najane beathe beathe Main kousi duniya ka safur tey kerti hoon ... hoti aik duniya mein hoon mager rooh kahein dur kisi khala mein hi hoti hai .. sahyid mujeh soochne aur sooch ki gehrayi mein uturna waqt ne seekha dya hai ... mere apney kafi suljhey howe se loog hein .. in k beech mujeh apna aap andhere ki manind lugta hai ... gum shuda zaat ki manind ... ju sub k saath hoker bhi kahein nahi hoti ... koyi pehchaan nahi koyi naam nahi k in logon ki sooch aur shaksiyut mujh se kahein zyada mukhtalif hai .. yeh loog duniya mein rehte hein aur main ... duniya mein rehte howe bhi kayi duniyaoon ki musafut te kerti hoon ... sooch ki duniya ... khwabon ki duniya ... Mohabbat ki duniya ... samjhney ki duniya ... azaadi ... aur rungoon ki duniya ...
Raat ... lumha lumha pul pul mujeh raat apni hi jaisi lugti hai ... ... jasiey jasiey raat dhulti hai dil ki duniya mein tehulka sa mucha deyti hai ... os din bhi jub khamoshi ki hawa mein main saans ley rahi thi ... sub hi apni neendon k sahil pe kushti chula ker khwabon k kinare talaash rahe thay jub Main ne let'te hi apney chehre pe aik roshni mehsoos ki ... roshni mein mujeh neend nahi aati na hi andhere mein ... Main uthi aur dekha k chaandh ki roshni sirf mere jism pe perh rahi hai ... Main ne os roshni pe haath pheara aur khrki pe khare hoker chaand ko tukney lag gayi ... chandani ne mujeh apney hisaar mein ley rukha tha ... pura shehur khmoshi ki neend soo raha tha ... Mager main ..jisey loog pagal kehte hein .. os chaandh ki aaghosh mein khari thi .. aik narum aur thunda ehsaas mujeh bekhud sa ker gaya ... mager jaisey hi aik qadum burhaa ker wahaan se huti tao khud ko andhere mein paya ... andere tub shayid mujeh aur gehra aur kaat'ta laga tha ...
siyaa rung ... Bakhut ki siyaahi ... mehroomi ki siyaahi ... khauf aur tunhayi ki nasur kerti siyaahi ... udasi aur dukh ko pehni siyaahi ... maut ki siyaahi ... ankhein bundh kerte hi chaa janey wali siyaahi ... ugrucha yeh siyaahi mujeh hur jaga nazur aati hai mager main yehi soochti rehti hoon k udaasi aur dukh, bukht aur mehroomiyut, khauf aur tunhayi . maut aur ankhoon se siyaah rung ka akhir aisa koun sa rishta hai ??... Raat bhi kaali siyaah hi hoti hai .. jub tunhayi mujeh baahon mein thaamti hai tub bhi siyaa rung mujeh apney hisaar mein leyta hai .. Mehroomiyut mera hosh mujh se cheenti hai tub bhi yehi rung... mager yeh hi rung akhir kyun main aaj tuk zinda kaisey hoon ?? Yeh rung .... Mujeh jeene nahi deyta ... kushiyaan .. hasi ... sakoon .. neend .. subhi kuch cheen leyta hai yeh .. Mere saath bhi tao is ne yehi kya na .. main kis se kahoon k mujeh is siyaah rung se koyi sufedi ki roshni mein maar dey ... Buchpun se leyker aaj tuk is rung mein ghulti aayi hoon mager aaj tuk is se kabhi dosti na hosaki .. jub bhi is rung ko dekhoon tao karb ki taiseein uthney lugti hein dil mein .. kYUN .. yeh main khud nahi jaanti ... jaanon bhi kaise .... k rung tao khamosh howa kerte hein .. chup ki zubaan se zindagi ko zinda kerte hein ... mager yeh rung .... .. .. ankhein bundh kerte hi andhera hi tao ankhoon k samne chaa jata hai .. andhey loog pata nahi kaise jeete hein .. ager achanuk mujh se binaayi cheen li jaey tao FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT="Kya main is siyaah rung se lerh sakoongi .. is mein hi jee sakoongi .. Mera maan'na hai k nahi .. yeh wuh rung hai ju hur kisi ko apne aap mein jazb kerleyta hai .. kuch nazur nahi aata ... insaan apna aap bhi khoo deyta hai .. is rung mein rung jaao tao is rung k siwa aap kuch nahi paa sakte hein na khoo sakte hein .... khamosh rung hai yeh ... mager cheerh deyne wala ehsaas ju humesha saath rehta hai .. main is mein khoo ker apni zaat ko khoona nahi chahti ... Main khud ko chupana nahi chahti .. Mager roshni mein khara hona mujeh acha nahi lugta .. main sub k samne khare hoker yeh sabit nahi kerna chahti k meri is rung se jung hai bulkeh main roshni mein reh ker is andhere ka mazaq urana chahti hoon... ju saans ki tarhaan mera peecha kerta aaya hai ...Maut bhi aayi tao andhere mein aaker sargooshi kereygi aur saans mujh se cheen ker ley jaeygi ....Tunha is rung is andhere aur khuf se lerhte lerhte aaj thuk gayi hoon ... ager main isey aapna aap sonp doon tao kya meri zaat bhi gum hojaeygi .. ??.. Mujeh is rung se azaadi chahey .... Main is rung mein jeena nahi chahti ... is ko mujh se dur leyjaooo